I guess most of Chinese children from my generation – the only one child generation told to have a great dream since we were young. A great dream to be a respective person in the future, scientist, politician, officier, rich people. But the truth will come 20 years later that most of us just a normal person. Cause I graduate from school and real life came to slap freshman’s face I’m actually on the process of changing to admit I’m just a normal person. That makes me feel less anxious. Don’t need to be good at everything, life goes its own way. Also makes me sleep better. This may be the beginning of real life, to face myself. Self-accepting could be the most important part of grow up during my 20s. Sometimes the peaceful mind makes me feel like a smart old man haha.